Why does my heart yearn for that happiness I cannot grasp.. that happiness only imaginable. I felt that happiness in my dream last night. I was loved.
Who are you that scripts my life? Why do you give me dreams that cannot even come true? Let me see you face to face.. and then I will tell you what a heck of a journey it has been for me.
It is not that other people’s happiness concerns me.. it’s just that why do we ask the same questions.. why do we all feel unhappy.. unloved.. like something is so missing.. it was there.. but now gone.. felt it before.. and now nothing’s left.. nostalgic.
Is everything that I am now the whole reason why I existed? I would not even matter in this world.. I would be gone too.. soon..
I want to be lost in my love’s arms.. I want to just lie there forever, close my eyes and not care about anything this world commands. I want to disappear.. fade away.